Forgive me Father for I have sinned

Tonight I think my mind is the most dangerous entity surrounding me. Why is it that I become mute? I am deaf to the world? I am the void that only I know and I'm clouded by black? How can I shut myself down and pray that I never resurface? How do I let the part of me that terrifies everyone come to light?

I am so dark that sometimes I scare myself. I like to hide. I am the evil that is most dangerous. I am human. I am invisible. I am the unforgiven.

"Fear not those around you. For fearing oneself is the truth."