Suspended

I know this might seem gross and what not but I really don't give a shit. Have you ever been driving down the road, street, highway, whatever and spit a piece of gum out the window? Have you noticed that for one or how ever many milli-seconds that it stays suspended in the air? I noticed that today on the way home when I spit out my gum. I thought to myself..."Interesting, yet beautiful."

I'm on the verge of having a summer wedding. And a future boyfriend. Cheri and I have discussed getting married this summer and it looks like there is an 80% chance. Michael pretty much knows that I like him "in that way." When he was told by Missy (Cheri's girlfriend...like not your girl who is a friend...like I love you my girlfriend) he blushed, smiled, and trotted away. He had no clue. He does now.

Anyway, my back is hurting and I'm off to relax since I've only gotten a total of 6 hours of sleep since Sunday, watch a couple of movies, and grab something to eat. I just thought of how pathetic I am. I write down everything...how interesting is it knowing that I'm hungry, ready to watch a movie, and relax? Not very I assure you. Anywho, I'm seriously thinking about seeing a sleep specialist. Insomnia rocks when you really need to stay awake but when it comes to "being productive" it is a pain in my ass.

P.S. Cheri is doing very well. I am so getting the affection I was looking for from her. Not like that type...holding hands, a kiss here and there, hugs, having someone to cuddle on the couch with. Aww...I'm about to be sad. She is so cute. And my fiance. Yeah I forgot to mention we refer to each other as "my fiance" now. Wayne, good suggestion on colors...Cheri loves glittery things and purple is her second favorite aside from pink. But I the sad part is I can see myself wearing a white tuxedo (which personally I find disgusting) covered in glitter shaped hearts. That would be a great Kodak moment. Enough babbling...and again I repeat myself...if you have never been go to Patrick's site. Tanning Bed Virgin....LMAO!